If you are too weak, you will be eaten. Let some good manPass this way, to whose trust I may commitThis paper double-lined with tears and blood:Which being granted, here I sadly vowRepentance, and a leaving of that lifeI long have died in. that, in noble souls, worth alone ought to arouse passions; and, if my love sought to excuse itself, a thousand famous examples might sanction it. And once the pain goes away, that's when the real battle starts. As in, the famous Trainspotting Renton monologue has been given an update that millennials will appreciate. The rules are different here. That's not mine. There can be no mistakes. You should have left me. It was a girl. And now I'm ready. I can hardly look at you standing by your bags. It was a girl. People around me say it automatically in response to how are you doing? With you I felt that I wanted to go somewhere but I couldn't. The only one who doesnt get phone calls? Go anywhere you want. (Dolores touches his face, almost affectionate). Im supposed to set goals and maybe take night classes that will expand my horizons. . And I never got nothing in return!! Like the whole thing at the train station. And I am no murderer. Can I have a bowl of your finest oysters. . I used to think it was, but now, for some reason I cant. They wanted me to hurt because healing me gave them a reason to live, a reason to continue to believe in themselves. You must have felt powerful after you made that choice. Some may claim that slavery has ended. On and on and on and on. Sweat, chills, nausea. does it not show too clearly over whom thou art destined to reign? My family never owned one either. T2 Trainspotting (2017) follows Mark Renton (Ewan McGregor), who returns to the only place he can ever call home. The Long Goodbye, was that it? Qyburn here is the cleverest man I know. So now, you know, from the start I make no effort because I know its not going to work out, I know its not going to work out. Now you may think that you are too damaged and too broken to allow yourself to be happy, but you can choose differently Simon. . In law school, I changed my name to sound more New England.. I know, I know, I still need to get the cast names in there and I'll be eternally tweaking it, so if you have any corrections, feel free to drop me a line. Just peace. I have to do this again. But today, you decide. Watch the movie 1979 (Jon Finch)|1973 (Globe on Screen). Beating a woman doesn't do shit and I'm gona laugh when everything you wish for crumbles down. The dream-like sequences have a noticeably nightmare-ish essence. So, here is the truth about me. Who I am is a 53-year-old woman from Memphis, Tennessee, named Anna Mae Harkness. Take Sick Boy, for instance. I tried to run away, but Renly Baratheon took me in his arms. I married a Wall Street lawyer. Watch popular content from the following creators: Elliot Baker(@mrejbaker), zach(@coolguybeez), burakkucherrie(@burakkucherrie), Kevin Wesley(@kevinwesley04), crescentbeing(@crescentbeing) . It seemed that he had no theory with which to explain a moment like this nor did I. Right?!. In this scene from The Devil's Advocate (1997), we see the devil (Al Pacino) giving a speech about God. My eyes were only on you, as you slowly stopped crying and wiggling and breathing, the last drops of blood dripping out your chubby little neck like water from a leaky tap. It seems, however, I really am the luckiest guy in the world. I cant seem to I cant seem to shake the real implication of dying. I will count every minute that the kids are away from here, away from you, as a victory. And when I look back at it, you know, just, its like she lied to me. Everybody likes me. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. But to be honest I feel like the real opportunities are the ones that fall into your lap. I know you dont want to move, but whatever house you choose will be yours. (Pause. Nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, Fucked-up brats. All I know is the more we look back wondering what might have been, the less were living for today. I dont know what to do. Relinquishing junk. (Pause.) The Straw (dramatic) 2. Ive worn a mask every day of my life. Its a reason to smile. For this you will need one room which you will not leave. For the cancer to come back. Poor princess! It was me. Michael, you are blind. Do any of you even have the mood to just smile for one second? Go on. Who knows? Rodrigo is dear to me; I strive to lose him, and I lose him with regret, and hence my secret anxiety derives its origin. what old or newer tortureMust I receive, whose every word deservesTo taste of thy most worst? After having conquered two kings, couldst thou fail in obtaining a crown? Between them, the death of a father has interposed so little hatred, that the duty of blood with regret pursues him. Your purpose, right? And eventually, all you can think about is how life has always been this way. 1883 . Sometimes Im less than human, I know this, but I cant control it. And I was thinking to myself, now this girl's special. We all looked at each other then back at Mary as she happily made her way to the stove to put on the kettle. Granted, I didnt realize until later what waxing and waning implied. If you're looking for female monologues, look no further. When he returns from hunting,I will not speak with him; say I am sick:If you come slack of former services,You shall do well; the fault of it Ill answer.Put on what weary negligence you please,You and your fellows; Ill have it come to question:If he dislike it, let him to our sister,Whose mind and mine, I know, in that are one,Not to be over-ruled. I dont feel things for people anymore. So, stop complaining about foolish people. No matter what I do I dont feel anything. Dont you want any of those fantastic conditions? Many were recorded and Nigel has uploaded a number to his web site in their written form for new audiences to enjoy. Wouldnt you want to improve it? . Step into the streets without looking and the carriage merely stops or swerves; the only consequence an angry driver. And I never even asked you for a God damn thing!!! Thats the only good option. Sometimes she goes a whole week. That little voice. I see with sorrow that love compels me to utter sighs for that [object] which [as a princess] I must disdain. The stage versions of four of Welsh's . Your moms with someone. gets easily distracted from our missions. For it was the source of much of our gear. (Pause. All the monologues you'll need for your auditions or to test your skill. This is the moment when you swing by to tell me youre leaving again, on a longer trip with a bigger grant to study something even stranger than before, before Im even used to having you around? Here I was surrounded by my family and my so-called mates and I've never felt so alone. When we returned, we found her side of the closet empty. Why did you do that?Doesnt matter now. We called him Mother Superior on account of the length of his habit. Can't even find a decent culture to be colonized BY. trainspotting 2 choose life full monologue. it waxes, nears me nowWoe, woe for me, Apollo of the dawn!Lo, how the woman-thing, the lionessCouched with the wolfher noble mate afarWill slay me, slave forlorn! Id like to help you out with that myself, if thats all right with you. Oh, I suppose I am sick. His touch stayed with me long after the pain had gone and I longed for it. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. I hope that, whoever you are, you escape this place. They gave us drugs, slitting our foreheads with razors so cocaine would go directly into the bloodstream. Should you need any proof of the matter, well then look just here. (Pause.) It would be at a caf where we would have salad and like it. I heard a thousand stories. Yes, I killed them. I have real trouble telling the truth. Renton's decision at the end of . My Mom had the same bathrobe in blue. Oh, she said. Pain and craving. but Renton's team plays dirtier. Ive coerced witnesses, got clients to lie on the stand, bullied students to tears, manipulated jurors like you. You thought beating me would make me submit to your will? About degrees of progress . But it did sound a lot calmer than the way I would describe it. I know! And would it be any better if I was too hot, Mother? Not really. You have no idea what that means. At least when you are gone, you are gone. Undine has really been through hell. fires] in order to extinguish my own. while I wore it yet, thou sawst me mockedThere at my home by each malicious mouthTo all and each, an undivided scorn.The name alike and fate of witch and cheatWoe, poverty, and famineall I bore;And at this last the god hath brought me hereInto deaths toils, and what his love had made,His hate unmakes me now: and I shall standNot now before the altar of my home,But me a slaughter-house and block of bloodShall see hewn down, a reeking sacrifice.Yet shall the gods have heed of me who die,For by their will shall one requite my doom.He, to avenge his fathers blood outpoured,Shall smite and slay with matricidal hand.Ay, he shall cometho far away he roam,A banished wanderer in a strangers landTo crown his kindreds edifice of ill,Called home to vengeance by his fathers fall:Thus have the high gods sworn, and shall fulfil.And now why mourn I, tarrying on earth,Since first mine Ilion has found its fateAnd I beheld, and those who won the wallPass to such issue as the gods ordain?I too will pass and like them dare to die! She died when she was 39 years old. It was an abortion. You know, I want to kill them! Then the death of my son in a car accident, the murder of my husband, then alcoholism, depression, grief, and every death leading up to this trial. Trainspotting has been the cultural phenomenon of 1996. At the law firm, I wore heels, makeup, and a wig. Just to show me how easily he could do it, thereby downgrading my own struggle. A monologue from the screenplay by the Wachowskis, I remember how the meaning of words began to change. Im not crying for myself. Trainspotting at 25:Ten of the most memorable quotes from Danny Boyle's cult 1996 film (warning: Explicit Content!) I never asked you for nothing at all!!! Clear enough, Missh Moneypenny! The talks about . . Finds brotherhood in thee no sharper spur?Hath love in thy old blood no living fire?Edwards seven sons, whereof thyself art one,Were as seven vials of his sacred blood,Or seven fair branches springing from one root:Some of those seven are dried by natures course,Some of those branches by the Destinies cut;But Thomas, my dear lord, my life, my Gloucester,One vial full of Edwards sacred blood,One flourishing branch of his most royal root,Is crackd, and all the precious liquor spilt,Is hackd down, and his summer leaves all faded,By envys hand and murders bloody axe.Ah, Gaunt, his blood was thine! You know, like, leave me. Here are her suggestions for dramatic monologues for women. (She turns and looks upon the palace door. None of the boys noticed how mulish and tall I was. Out here, you turn towards the pain as it tears into you. Compute answers using Wolfram's breakthrough technology & knowledgebase, relied on by millions of students & professionals. Why have you made my dress so long, Mother? for allThy by-gone fooleries were but spices of it.That thou betraydst Polixenes,twas nothing;That did but show thee, of a fool, inconstantAnd damnable ingrateful: nor wast much,Thou wouldst have poisond good Camillos honour,To have him kill a king: poor trespasses,More monstrous standing by: whereof I reckonThe casting forth to crows thy baby-daughterTo be or none or little; though a devilWould have shed water out of fire ere donet:Nor ist directly laid to thee, the deathOf the young prince, whose honourable thoughts,Thoughts high for one so tender, cleft the heartThat could conceive a gross and foolish sireBlemishd his gracious dam: this is not, no,Laid to thy answer: but the last,O lords,When I have said, cry woe! the queen, the queen,The sweetst, dearst creatures dead,and vengeance fortNot droppd down yet. Im his only living child, so he wanted to make a good match for me. Its everywhere. Like winning the lottery or someones rich uncle needing a personal assistant. And it is precisely here that, one day, he is the victim of a heart attack. You said, lets talk truthfully, even shamelessly, then! For your gifts,I will return them all; and I do wishThat I could make you full executorTo all my sins that I could toss myselfInto a grave as quickly: for all thou art worthIll not shed one tear more Ill burst first. I realized as a woman how lucky I was. People think it's all about misery and desperation and death and all that shit which is not to be ignored, but what they forget is the pleasure of it. Brienne the Beauty they called me. Jackson couldnt take it. They received good food, decent wages, ethical living conditions, and millions more! Today host John Humphrys shared his take on famous Trainspotting monologue; . Choose a three-piece suit on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Whenever I wanted something I could here that voice telling me to stop, to be careful, to live most of my life unlived. I perforce obeyThe powers that be. Otherwise we wouldn't do it. Propelling ourselves with longing towards the day that it would all go wrong, because no matter how much you stash, or how much you steal you never have enough. Why didnt they ask me to marry them? Never! What youre afraid of. I dont need to hear this sh*t from you! Or, or some broad that you picked up after three belts of booze. Can we start over? What, do you tremble? ) You dont realize how lucky you are. A time, methinks, too shortTo make a world-without-end bargain in.No, no, my lord, your grace is perjured much,Full of dear guiltiness; and therefore this:If for my love, as there is no such cause,You will do aught, this shall you do for me:Your oath I will not trust; but go with speedTo some forlorn and naked hermitage,Remote from all the pleasures of the world;There stay until the twelve celestial signsHave brought about the annual reckoning.If this austere insociable lifeChange not your offer made in heat of blood;If frosts and fasts, hard lodging and thin weedsNip not the gaudy blossoms of your love,But that it bear this trial and last love;Then, at the expiration of the year,Come challenge me, challenge me by these deserts,And, by this virgin palm now kissing thineI will be thine; and till that instant shutMy woeful self up in a mourning house,Raining the tears of lamentationFor the remembrance of my fathers death.If this thou do deny, let our hands part,Neither entitled in the others heart. I know what youre doing. (Beat.) And Sick Boy, well he'd done the same to me, if he'd only thought of it first. No more walking over bridges. Did I tell this,Who would believe me? Scots monologues now online 7th December 2009 Traditional musician, Nigel Gatherer, has collected a number of Scots monologues on his web site. ( taglines) Contents 1 Renton And if you cant work up a winter passion for me, the least I require is respect and allegiance! Does this my hair not tell the tale?Can you not see these scars,these signs of savage blows, this blood?And are you men of honour?Are you my father and my kin?Are you so cold, so cruelyour very souls arent torn apartto see such suffering?But no, your town is aptly named,and youre not men, but sheep!Let me be armed for battle, then,if youre so hard of heart,such stocks and stones, such tigresses . Its a reason to lose weight, to fit in the red dress. After the wedding she moved in. ), Isnt that right? My father sent me ten dollars every week, his lotto money. But Im done. Thats what Ive done, Ali. Do you know the campground is only twelve miles away from here? Your horrors effaced. All I can do is wait. And we go through the same routine every time. people make all these fucking promises. Hey, dummy But let's face it, I ripped them off - my so called mates. Surrounded by the illusion of order. . The f***ing head shrinks who wont leave me alone now. Indie Movies. Sometimes it was so cold my toes turned blue. We have the talks. Im just so..bored. what causeHath my behavior given to your displeasure,That thus you should proceed to put me off,And take your good grace from me? But those phrases were invented by professors at universities. Black kids dont go into the cafeteria and shoot up everybody or stalk teachers and shoot them. This monologue is important for viewers because it contrasts with Renton's opening speech, which earnestly advocated drug use in place Al Pacino's monologue about God. Two kilos. Dont you understand? At least you get letters. But of course you aint nothing but some horse shit. I was afraid that I wouldnt survive the next few minutes while they turned off the machines. And it sunk them in me. I drove up to the hospital in old betsie for me usual afternoon visit after a cracker of a day at work, only to find out the angels had taken her. I know now that its over. Your'e cruel but it don't matter no more. . and how invoke my Sire?Shall I declare that from a loving wifeTo her dear lord I bear them? Sweethearts, half hidden by Willow trees, inhabited personal islands consisting of blankets, absorbed in each other as a group of skins and shirts played a game of two . It's SHITE being Scottish! the nr.1 thing you can do to chill is to regulate your internal monologue. I cant tell if youre coming or going. I have that now. If Id known you were going to make my dress as long as that Id rather have stayed thirteen. They took Ruth while she was out buying food. What the smell of smoke did to Sodapop and I. About, In anguish I am writing to you my unborn children. To whom should I complain? For many years I blamed this on my moms death. (They sit in silence for a few beats. All of these boys are mean and dont have any respect for me. . I tell her that if maybe we had people around she would start to feel better. Written by John Hodge, based on the novel by Irvine Welsh. One mattress. The unspoken rule in my house was that my moms name was never mentioned after her death. Merciful Heaven,Thou rather with thy sharp and sulphurous boltSplitst the unwedgeable and gnarled oakThan the soft myrtle: but man, proud man,Drest in a little brief authority,Most ignorant of what hes most assured,His glassy essence, like an angry ape,Plays such fantastic tricks before high heavenAs make the angels weep; who, with our spleens,Would all themselves laugh mortal. Not even my parents. A monologue from the tv series created by Ronald D. Moore, Matt Wolpert, and Ben Nedvi. You do a thing long enough, your whole life, I guess . Voila! The psychoanalysts. I'm looking forward to it already. For what purpose, what goal? The cup was passed around for all of us to drink. And remember to be silent about this secret cause even those oldies dont know about this. And you get to live again. Im your wife, damn it! It reminded me how genuinely romantic I was, how I had so much hope in things, and now its like, I dont believe in anything that relates to love. It became the mystery of our street. Now I've justified this to myself in all sorts of ways. The same speech Ive been hearing since he left. We all make our choices. I didnt want to go, but he dragged me to the ballroom. And I find that reassuring. Meanwhile, I endure an incredible torture; even up to this bridal. Toddlers climbed and clomped around the playground area of the park as their watchful mothers sat gossiping and trading parenting tips currently in vogue. Who sent me to it?Who hath the honour to advance VittoriaTo this incontinent college? A monologue from the screenplay by Chap Taylor & Michael Tolkin. And it just started, like, this avalanche of sh*t, about maybe I deserve it. With all my heart, I love you. When one thinks of women and Elvis Presley, it's either his widow Priscilla, his late daughter Lisa Marie, or the legion of ladies left weak in the knee when the badass kid from Tupelo . No, know Soranzo,I have a spirit doth as much distasteThe slavery of fearing thee, as thouDost loathe the memory of what hath passed. And with that Mark Renton had fallen in love. He who least regardsSuch brainsick fantasies lives most at ease. Thats the one. The Devil's Advocate. said], that the choice of [a warrior of] such rare merit should cost my passion such great anguish? Rodrigo, thy valor renders thee worthy of me; but although thou art valiant, thou art not the son of a king. The little girl-dress suits me better than that old sack. Its funny. One of the most famous scenes of the 1996 Scottish classic Trainspotting is its ending shot, which is played alongside Renton's internal monologue about choosing a life away from hard drugs and his horrible friends. Why did you come almost close enoughand no closer? Watch the movie 1979 (Kate Nelligan)|2019 (Royal Shakespeare Company), 19 Dramatic Shakespeare Monologues For Men, 20 Comedic Shakespeare Monologues For Men, Disclaimer: Some of the articles on Mighty Actor include affiliate links to sites like Amazon, Skillshare, and others. Every single of my exs, theyre now married! Once again, it felt as if I fell into a deep trance by George's words; I could imagine all the rabbits and the alfalfa, the cows, pigs, and chickens.. All in our very own farm where we have our own freedom. Thus let us hope for no advantage, either from his transgression or from my grief, since, to punish me. We were no longer under the cloud of civilization. But its a secret. T2 Trainspotting Monologues After 20 years abroad, Mark Renton returns to Scotland and reunites with his old friends Sick Boy, Spud, and Begbie. I'm playing like Paul-F***in'-Newman by the way. Fuck it, we would have injected vitamin C if only they'd made it illegal. I have done many a bad thing. out of necessity, we shadowy people take on a strength of our own. Its terrifying. As George, Dear Auntie, I don't think I can stand one more day on this dumb island. And the wolf has no interest in your dreams. I lie in bed and stare at the canopy and imagine ways of killing my enemies. Ones that are much more modern and appropriate for a 2016 audience. Tis foolishness, I ween,To overstep in aught the golden mean. 17 Powerful Dramatic Monologues for Women ONE-WAY CONVERSATION Bella oftentimes wonders why she was even born if her mother always acts like she doesn't exist. Is that supposed to be some sort of compensation? Hold on. And I know you love me. We would lunch someplace while shopping. We never owned anything. Rue's monologue about depression: Euphoria Are you still happy? Where criminality is confused with mental health? Which gave my mother relief, because it meant that in the bad times, there would be good times. Poor souls, they perishd.Had I been any god of power, I wouldHave sunk the sea within the earth or ereIt should the good ship so have swallowd andThe fraughting souls within her. She refuses to take Martinas baby, Sofia, should Martina die, because she prefers to remain focused on her education. It was the first time Id got one over on them. We were leaving Texas, entering the Indian territory and redefining our meaning of unknown. listening for his irregular heartbeat and when our gazes met one cold stare meeting another I could see that he was aware that I knew. But that wasnt your lovers way, was it? And yet, Ive seen it. We, on the other hand, are COLONIZED by wankers. Maybe it wont. . For the first time in my adult life I was almost content. You see if you ask me we're heterosexual by default, not by decision. There are no consequences there. In my head, dreaming like that. They they take needles and poke at my hands. I never heard a sound like that. Now, do not waste my precious time! It was a total success! (Pause.). Then you were still, so still. Used to develop the audience's understanding of the experiences of taking drugs. At that point I panicked. For math, science, nutrition, history, geography, engineering, mathematics, linguistics, sports, finance . His knife was in my back as we carried our guns out into the bush. It makes tomorrow all right. And the reasons? Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Oh, this one has three bedrooms. To give some meaning to our lives. Now, by my life,Old fools are babes again; and must be usedWith cheques as flatteries,when they are seen abused.Remember what I tell you. Did I feel that? No. Youre right, I cant pretend to understand what youre going through. Ferris pulls out all the stops and uses his cunning ways to convince his girlfriend and hesitant best friend to join him while avoiding their suspicious principal, and he even goes as far as persuading that friend to secretly take out his fathers 1961 Ferrari for the day. Wouldn't you want to improve it? You cant do that. And is that the America that this Court really wants to live in? Im Han Nguyen born in Saigon, daughter of Le and Bin Nguyen. Lets finally guarantee its rights to all of our citizens. Choose Life. I wished that I'd gone down instead of Spud. I try to find ways to make myself feel something more and more and more it doesnt make any difference. Its a reason to get up in the morning. Trainspotting 2's story takes place in the present, but it is well rooted in the past. Which female stage monologues do you think would impress a theater director the most? THE MONSTER Byra has experienced a terrible ordeal because her best friend Ramsey tried to force himself on her during the night. about long-term improvement and adaptive skills for the real world and all that sh*t. Every inch of me shall perish. But Begbie, I couldn't give a shit about him. racks? His life spirals out of control until he decides to come clean. Ist not you?Ist not your high preferment? That first morning she was there, I was eating breakfast with a few of my siblings when my new stepmom walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. Theres some really nice options in your price range. I used to be the same. I got no one to care for. I chose not to choose life. this affliction of love, and has never let go of me since, but kept on growing. Im sorry. Trainspotting 's classic 'Choose Life' monologue inspired an entire generation, and has been seen plastered to the wall of student bedrooms ever since. I do what I like, I dont like it. But it also gave her anxiety because it meant that in the good times, there would be bad times. I like thinking about the red dress and the television and you and your father. In case of emergency. Because mostly I feel rage. His touch felt like love or as close to it as I could imagine. Pitiless fate, whose severity separates my glory and my desires! Where money is more important than humanity? Be then no longer surprised if my troubled soul with impatience awaits their bridal; thou seest that my happiness [lit. There you were, the next one to be sacrificed. You know what it said? But she doesnt listen. My lords, ye look amazed to see your queenWith wreaths and gifts of incense in her hands.I had a mind to visit the high shrines,For Oedipus is overwrought, alarmedWith terrors manifold. But he was wrong. Men are supposed to be made of steel or something. But I dont want you to. O yet, for Gods sake, go not to these wars!The time was, father, that you broke your word,When you were more endeared to it than now;When your own Percy, when my hearts dear Harry,Threw many a northward look to see his fatherBring up his powers; but he did long in vain.Who then persuaded you to stay at home?There were two honours lost, yours and your sons.For yours, the God of heaven brighten it!For his, it stuck upon him as the sunIn the grey vault of heaven, and by his lightDid all the chivalry of England moveTo do brave acts: he was indeed the glassWherein the noble youth did dress themselves:He had no legs that practised not his gait;And speaking thick, which nature made his blemish,Became the accents of the valiant;For those that could speak low and tardilyWould turn their own perfection to abuse,To seem like him: so that in speech, in gait,In diet, in affections of delight,In military rules, humours of blood,He was the mark and glass, copy and book,That fashiond others. Sprit-crushing ga me shows. A monologue from the tv series created by Taylor Sheridan. It is so boring. I was there when this wonderful person drifted into this world, and I was there when she drifted out. Cause if youre getting a divorce, you havent changed a bit. Because here doesnt care. Every inch but one. All I need is one final hit to soothe the pain while the Valium takes effect. A person needs shots and a state department visa just to get to you. Bleed until its dark. A monologue from the screenplay by Hubert Selby Jr. & Darren Aronofsky. Mark Renton (Ewan McGregor) and his buddies try to escape their boring everyday life in Edinburgh, Scoland, by using heroin. T2 will be released on 27th . The sound of your scream. But you know black kids dont really do that, do they? Im not even allowed to have friends over because theyll interfere with her depression. Every day of my life are supposed to be silent about this secret cause even those oldies dont know this... 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